A Scarlet Tragedy

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 02:05:08 GMT

well this is really boring and gettin to be realy gay cause i cant put anything in here cause people will READ it...thats kinda obvious so i wont be writing in this anymore so farewell to all livejournalers...peace out!!

THE END

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 04:04:51 GMT

well its been a while before i updated this thing....

Well school wasnt that bad. I had a college music theory class...dropped that after the first day. Well here was my schedule before i dropped it... Block 1 Spanish 2, Block 2 Music Theory AP, Block 3 Driver's Ed, Block 4a and 4b Lunch /Study, Block 5 Biology...Now its 1. English 1 (agian) 2. Spanish 2, 3.Driver's Ed, 4a 4b luch n study, 5 biology...It's soo much better this way because i get to chill wtih my best friend/person i like in 2 of my classes other than one. So yea been chillin at her house ever since friday after school...and saturday...and sunday...and hopefully tomorrow technicly today...so yea nothing has been really goin on up in R-town so im gonna go PEACE!!

<3

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 04:33:10 GMT

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Wed, 25 Aug 2004 02:26:50 GMT

Well i went to the mall today and bought a lot of stuff...

Ummm first i went to pac sun and got shirts and pants that was pretty cool, i got a haircut finally it was about time, umm i ACTUALLY got pants from j.crew thats so amazing, and umm i got the avenged sevenfold and underoath cd...all just becauuse were going to the bahamas thurs. I realy really hope it will be fun there and i meet some ppl...

Now im wondering what kind of haircut i want next...hmmm either like the long hair over one eye thing like underoath or short spikes hmmm...

comment on it!

long over one eye V.S. short spiked

I find it hard to tell you.

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 05:58:29 GMT

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very mad world ... world
Enlarge your world
Mad world

I don't know why but i love this song. Gary Jules - Mad World...Also from Donnie Darko...ANYWAY

I feel special...Arlen said i was hot. Well this whole day has been so uneventful. Unless you count me burning my hand on the hot pot while making mac n cheese n beef with nikki, or me almost falling off the counter in the kitchen, fun times with nikki when we are bored. umm yea so im waiting for zach to get home at 1:52 in the morning. Well chris has his 2 friends over and one of them nikki is obsessing over.

call me nikki x: oh . my . god. i . want . steve.
call me nikki x: ugh. hes hot.
call me nikki x: how do you know he hasnt had a girl

geeze why don't you go hook up with him already!

Well they have been very very annoying and im surprised that my dad let them over with the things theyve done...I'm only going to say one thing theyve done which this may sound like its not big deal but to my dad it is...He rents 3 movies on IO 2 bad santas and Eurotrip..but if me n nikki did that we would be dead and gettin yelled at and all teh bull shit like that...

Umm yea so in 3 days im going to the Bahamas unfortunatly but theres nothing else to do anyway...i dont know if i'll have any fun ppl say i will since im stayin at Atlantis...Oh well make the best of it. Comment on whether on ill have a good - bad time...

ill update later peace

i love you.

Yay!!!

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 00:46:54 GMT

Well let's see...

Today at the mall was awesome, I got to see Jackie :)...and meet Arlen!
We went shopping but my dad unfortunatly gave me just a $100 for school shopping but my bro came along and that was bad, because he wanted this hat from pac sun and that cost 20, i got $2 shirts $38, ATREYU cd $16 and taco bell dunno how much that was. but i think i had some bad taco bell and i got sick but i was perfectly fine after that.

And i was hanging out with Adam and my lil bro. That was really really funny when Nikki put noodles in Jackie's hair...lol.

I wanna see Jackie before i go on vacation again but ANYWAY!

Yea i'm going to the Bahamas from Thursday - Tuesday unfortunatly. Then school starts ugh! That is really really going to suck.

Well ill update more later

P E A C E

Live, Love, Burn, Die!

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 02:20:02 GMT

Well today is another uneventful day for Mitch Stevens

I think my mom is still mad at me for not watching Cameron...She called I think 3 times today or something and This is always how it is...Me: "Hello", Mom: "Put Mike on"...it's no hello or hi its like a demand and im just like ok...and give the phone to him...

Last night even i walked upstairs and she just gave me a bad look and she didn't say one word to me...It's going to suck going to the Bahamas now...Unless she isn't mad by then...but I highly doubt it. I don't know anymore. Everything is just so fucked up all the time now. It's either my mom being mad at me and yelling at me when all her stress builds up or it's like when my dad pulls up in the driveway to pick me or my brother up it's always..."Hurry up go i don't want to see him!" and shes yelling it.

Then my dad is always asking are you guys telling your mother things that she shouldnt know and things like that and he does it when Marina or Nikki isn't there because i guess it's an awkward situation for them. Then I know exactly whats going to happen when school starts....

Mom: "IF YOU GET ONE D YOUR GROUNED FOR THE REST OF THE SEMESTER TILL YOU BRING IT UP"
Mike: "...."
Dad: "Do good"
Marina: "Don't count on your music, focus on school not music"

It's really going to suck this year. HA why should I worry why don't i mess it all up for myself...

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 02:42:24 GMT

well exciting day...

chillin with about eh 20 ppl not much...it was fun till the night when i saw (as korny as this sounds) all the guys with their girlfriends...

i dunno just made me think about stuff...

maybe i just need sometime alone to myself about my family, this girl that i really like and shit like that...

i dunno ill right more later in onna those moods for the moment so ill be back later

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 22:19:35 GMT

Well chillin with Jackie and Nikki! was awesome...

Half the time i didnt know what they were talkin bout but thats okay!

but i gotta go so ill write more later

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 00:12:14 GMT

Finally just got back home from a long weekend here let me tell you about it

Saturday: Helped my mom set up her party thing...Then i took my bro and his friend dirtbiking for a quite some time. OH man we built this jump thats like 3 feet tall and we could get a good 7 feet of air off of it its so sick...after that i went to my friends party and it was ok..i slept over his house with this kid TJ.

Sunday: WENT TO WARPED TOUR!!!!! I met underoath, From First to Last, Silverstein, Avenged Sevenfold...OMG so fucking awesome underoath had to have been the best by far...then at the end of the show we walked down the drag strip (concert was at a raceway) and all these cars were there and we all said to every car goodnight, or anything we could think of we slapped hands with everyone it was so fuckin funny...the lead guitarist gave me this like...hmm...can of water like a soda can but water and he gave it to me and you cant buy em so that made it better then we got home at like 12 oclock at night so i slept over mikes again...

Monday: Chilled with mike...woke up at 2, had blimpie for breakfast, made 2 new songs for our band, and umm went swimming and now im home YAY! well im not goin to write anymore cause i gots to talk to ppl peace

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 17:08:00 GMT

Ok im very bored so here we go

WHO HERE LIKES ATREYU AND UNDEROATH THAT DOES READ THIS?

*post encouraged entry*

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 03:46:23 GMT

Oh man today was AMAZING besides the fact i helped jackie get in touch with nikki...anytime jackie

My band A Scarlet Tragedy had band practice today...im the lead guitar, mike is bass, rob is rhythm guitar and we found a DRUMMER!! christian...hes fuckin awesome and we might even have a singer adam (hooray!) adam will sing the easy parts while christian will scream.. oh my god one song is soooo amazing no singin in it yet but thats gonna happen once i get a pa system....

we have two songs which one is recored and still need to do the other one but problem: cnat get songs onto purevolume so if anyone that is willing to help us record that lives in the ringwood nj area IM me at ademaguy159...

ANYWAY! mike n natty slept over last night it was pretty awesome...then the next morning natty left and we had band practice...oh my god best thing happend we were in chris's car and we had two soda cans we were gonna nail these stupid 8th graders but we couldnt find em so i threw one can out the window and hit a car then we see the kids and then i nail the ground right by this girl that was talkin on the fone and got everyone soaked in soda while chris stops the car and yells GRANOLA BAR!!! in the funnies voice ever oh man best day of my summer by far...gotta go peace

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 05:24:50 GMT

Wow i'm so bored i felt like writing and i guess "expressing" how i felt...

I'm feeling like I don't belong
I remember when we spoke back then
I was cold and insincere
I was just fifteen and so naive
And didn't care what you feel
Now I see
My father's one and only
Call is what could have saved me
I've seen your face
In pictures with names
That never were framed
I can't place the blame, you gave her pain
But she lied to me for years
Though she gave me live, I wonder why
She never even feared
That I would
Grow up so self-destructive
Fucked up and indecisive
You were not there
You did not care
I'm not myself
I need to get my life
I need to take my life back
Who am I?
Today

thats prolly sums up what ive been "feelin"...i sorta wish i had a better relationship with my dad. Sorta like with my bro but they get a long much better and have more in common then him n i do. hmm sounds kinda gay but hey this is a journal so who the fuk cares...like we can get a long sometimes and others he can really piss me off...like when we get along its not even like father/son its like friend/friend....and i dont really like it but he never tries anymore after he met his g/f and its like okay...thats gay im your son. o well ive tried so hard with him its not even funny and yet everything seems to get fucked up and thats when it takes a really big tole on me and what i do...like i get along with my mom fine its just some things i cant say in front of her like i want to with my dad but all he does is yell at me when i tell him something important and he like never takes the time to think about it and help me so that makes me feel like 195872305x worse. especially when he expects me to do good in everything and i cant and i feel like shit when i let him down but i cant do good in everything i suppose so...i guess its life and hopefully will get better..if you want to comment i dont care...peace

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 02:18:23 GMT

Well today was Uneventful...I was supposed to have band practice today but only mike showed up and rob is grounded and adam was off doin his own thing...i woke up at 1230 today had to watch my lil bro (3 yrs old) from 1230 till 330 and right when i woke up cleaning ppl came (GAY!) so i had to put any clothes on i could then i left for the beach with my bro...came back an hour or two later and just chilled...listen to Atreyu...get this...i got my 3 year old lil bro into it...fuckin awesome, ANYWAY steven n mike came over and we were chillin then we left for steves then went to the market back to steves and then went to watch everyone at hockey. Saw rob there which was pretty amazing and then i was hangin with christen for a lil then went home...HOPEFULLY ill have band practice cause we need it bad and we might try out this singer tomorrow so that should be good...Well thurs i might not right for a lil cause im goin to the shore till sunday and goin to a concert. Peace

If anyone reads this its a post encouraged entry...right anything idc

www.purevolume.com/ascarlettragedynj check us out well have music up soon as soon as we record...keep checkin for new things

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 02:32:17 GMT

Yo this is my first entry and hopefully not my last so here we go...Well today wasn't the greatest day nor the worst...hmm lets see. I slept over adams house last night and then we went to the diner, hmm fun. then we went back to his house. i had to get picked up to work with my dad which wasnt sooooo terribly bad like i thought it was goin to be. then i met up with mike arlotta (bass to a/scarlet/tragedy) and adam (drummer) and these two cool kids devin and mike. and after all that me n adam went back to my house and just chilled for the night and he left...wow what fun...right later peace